Broken Baby Doll •

I think once all of you is given to someone,

Its very hard to get all of it back again.

You return back in scattered pieces,

Like a box full of your things,

Hoodies that still smell like him,

The pain that crushes your rib cage,

The dead putrefacted butterflies in your stomach,

Oohh that pain is unbearable.

I came back in million pieces too,

Like a book with missing pages,

Torn love letters with scattered words,

Motionless nights with wet pillows.

I miss you so very much,

That sometimes i almost feel numb about everything else.

We were everything a couple ever needs,

But now all i see are my empty hands alone.

Some nights I lay on my bed,

Holding up my broken pieces,

Trying to fit them in the first place.

But then a cold voice somewhere in the distance,

Wispers this to me every time, always,

I told you before long ago,

That broken baby dolls can never be fixed again.

Dobara tor mat dena •

Wrote it like 2 years back. Felt like sharing it.
Its not perfect though.
But nothing's perfect right ?

Koi gila na keroongi...
Sab kuch seh loongi...
Bayaan nai keroongi kisi se...
Gala khuwaishon ka ghoont doongi...
Na awaz doongi dobara kabhi...
Na hi wapis mangoongi tumhe...
Lekin ek iltija hai meri...
Poori is baar ker dena...
Chup chaap chale jana...
Ab ki baar bas...
Dhoka na dena...
Mujhe dobara tor na dena...

• 20 Facts About Me ❤

1- Allah mian has blessed me more then I deserve Allhumdullilah ♥

2- I love to sleep. I sleep almost 12 hours a day or even more sometimes.

3- Depression or tension ki chalti phirti machine hun.

4- Badle bht bure lena chahti hun or le bhi sakhti hun per Allah pak se darti hun.

5- I am a dreamer.

6- I can read people's face. (Bitch lying to me wont help you).

7- Fake logon ki mere ird gird line lagi hai or ese logon se nafrat hai mujhe.

8- Possessive like fuck. Kuch bhi share kerna pasand nai hai chahe wo mere markers pencils ya erasers hi kyun na hon ( Bad habbit :( )

9- I have a strong faith that a close friend who tolerates and stays quite when something is said about you while you were not there are not good or close friends anymore.

10- I have loved and I have lost. I know how drowning feels when everyone else is breathing around you.

11- I have many secrets that i have never shared with anyone.

12- I am a very sensitive person, I feel the slightest change present in my surrounding.

13- I get hurt but i never tell people that they hurt me. I tend to keep it to myself.

14- I am an artistic person, i love drawing, doodles, sketches, photography, editing, crafts and what not ohh Lord :D

15- There are a few people in my life that i can never forgive. I tried my best, i tried forgetting i try to talk to them normally but i couldnot forgive them. And I am waiting for the day of judgement because iska badla mein akhir mein chahoongi is duniya mein nai.

16- I am not affraid of loosing and being alone. Been there, Been better, been perfect Alhumdullilah lol

17- I try my best to make people happy around me especially those suffering from sever depression, I listen to them, because at the end of the day all you want is someone to hear you rather than judging.

18- Logon ko pehchanane ka experience hai or ability bhi

19- I fucking hate people jinhein bht parwa hoti hai apne doosron ke sath relations banane ki awein muft mein ta ke extra favours le sakhein sale tarse we log ._. Like going out of your limits to make your image ta ke log apko praise kerein apki help kerein fuck you seriously ._. Hanikarak hote hain ese log sehat ke lie ._.

20- I keep my friend's circle small

These are just a few ones. I can go on and on about this :')

Do share yours if you have any. ❤